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Wednesday, August 11, 2010

listening:
Alicia Keys - No One
Christina Millian - Us Against The World

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I have a gift from god
I had a dream,
I know things
I see things
I feel it
I fix it
I know.feel this power in me for too long
And have nowhere to satisfy itself,
No where to expand
Am I just totally psycho?

I dreamed again
My dreams are untouchable,
Intangible,
Maybe a Palpable lie?
But what I'm really asking for is unconditional love,
A heart,
A soulmate,
Is that too much to ask for in reality?

All I can boil down to is
A never ending search to find
was A Partner,
or maybe just best friend, friends,
or maybe just companionship
Money,
Knowledge,
tangible things

My desires boils down to
Respect
Trust,
Love,
Youth,
Freedom,
Spirituality and spiritual connections and power

So powerful this ying/yang match
That we've seen...
               felt..
                        experienced...
I swore I(or we) saw the future

Please,
Lord,
Let us and the world know,
That it is "us against the world"
That "no one" can get in the way
That nothing can stop us from conquering
Is this really too much to ask for?

Searching,
Wondering,
Craving, wanting, desiring,
mindlessly
"no one, No One, No ONE....
Gets in the way of what I felt"
The feel for you

Is putting it all into love,
taking all the beating as a test,
really the way to accomplish?
to finish what is started
to keep what we felt was real?
Were we really ripe and ready?

I'm tired
Getting older
And Growing mature
I'll do anything to prevent myself to mature under the path of unsucessful/unbright future
Lord,
If I ever prayed much from you,
please take this very serious
I pray and I wish I could finish this
That we have the power to make this "in finite"
And "expand"
To grow
And never to forget
Where I really came from

Then,
this bad dream
would just be a bliss

But,
One day


Friday, July 23, 2010

What would it take to get things "rolling" like "exponents"?


Saturday, July 10, 2010

i dont even know how to copy songs in a cd....


Sometimes people don't like to change

But that is what makes them them

If somebody knows, thinks, and is proven right to themselves,

nothing you say can change them

Only TRUE LOVE and REALIZATION in their subconscious can do it

Law of Attraction

Love is like matter

Not atoms, but matter and electromagnetic force

Influence from the positive only increases love

Influence from the negative is EVIL

EVIL

Fate and destiny will take it's course

I might lose the battle but the war

I might lose the war but I won all the battles

And i did it with pride

I believe in karma

Who but me will know my karma

who....

somebody help me

push me

if you love me you push me to the top

and i will do the same for you

Please...

help me....

and maybe my children will drive the ferrarri

I love you Wesley...

Are you the one?

Please don't give up on me....

Because I never give up on people I love...

no matter what...

even if you hate me,

use me,

abuse me,

anything...

if i love you i will always love you....

just don't let us down....

i don't care if it's all lies

I really don't

help me and help me help you

like the philosiphy we use...

I love you...


Thursday, May 20, 2010

You and eternity

You make me lose myself

Lost of thoughts and words

Just going with your flow

My heart beating anxiously

                      nervous

            pulsing not under control

        losing the weight in my body

Your words are nice, sweet, simple

                                              but possible untrue?

                                              or likely untrue?

  Doubting but accepting positivity

  wondering how to face negativity

                                      to prevent FUCK UPS

Keeping it at peace

To pick up your call, I had to

                 light up my first cigarrette of the day

Listening and introducing to you:

                Magnetic North-Drift Away

To read through this again, I want to

                light up my cigarrette again

Thinking and attempting to story tell about

            Time After Time

Forever friendships? bond...  BOND....

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I felt something I never thought I could feel again...

And it's wierd that I feel like he's my husband...



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